okey.hye..
no idea where should i start.
jiwa totally serabut skrg ni..kecewa.marah.sedih.pilu.sakit ati.risau.bingung.
....dan banyak lgi.
kenapa sy jadi begini???
mgkin byk jwpn yg sy bole bgi..tapi wajar ka smua jwpn tu?
whats wrong with me?
ini lah akibatnya klau emosi melebihi kewarasan akal berfikir..kalau segala prinsip yg slama ni dipengang utk mjaga diri sndri dilanggar..
apabila cinta terselit dendam
diri sendiri mjadi korban..tapi apa faedahnya?? berbaloi ka??

slama ni sy slalu mo dy rsa apa yg sy rasa bila dy bt hal..dan sy pun mo tau apa rsa bla bersama dgn org lain mcm yg dy buat..and yes..i got the chances..
tapi ternyata, itu bukan diri sy..force myself to love smebody else make me sick..make up some story so we will look like so happily together..ouhh..so shit!!!
and now..what have i done?? i srew up everything that i hve..
i know i was wrong..and im totally very2 sorry...
memaksa mencintai org lain bkn cara terbaik melupakan ko...malah lebih merosakkan dri sy..
i`ve to learn from my mistake..
kalau lah sy bersabar sedikit waktu lgi..pasti penantian sy slama ni berbaloi kn..:(

syahrienn.
i want u to know that i never forget u even i wan .
i love u so much but yeaahhh..im a stupid girl ryte..
i miss u .
tapi patut kah sy cntct ko lepas apa yg sy buat??
sedangkan ko sendiri ckp yg ko xkan jilat balik ludah ko..
mmg xda pluang lgi kn utk sy...